it feels weird to be driven to the doctor by you. when it used to be my father who did that.

it feels weirder to be rushed to the hospital by you, with your mother by my side.

when your mother patted my hand and told me to bear with the pain, i was touched.

when your father appeared, i was embarrassed at causing so much trouble for your entire family, and having caused everyone to worry and forsake dinner.

but i could feel their concern, and i'm sincerely grateful. for them to be there, when even my father couldn't be, i felt so accepted. i felt like a part of your family, as if i'm also a child of your parents.

and well, i want to be a part of your family. for in your actions, i feel your love.